The X-Rated Young

I am alive with Clarity
My Intuition bursts through my Murky mind
As I feel Forever Dusty in my sexual desires
Jaded I am not -
Yet sitting under a Shaddow of my New Life meaning

I use to feel Alive with reason
Yet continuiously frustrated and sexually Obscene
I feel Quiet yet urging to perform the X-rated -
On a solo quest to feel sexually Young again
True to myself I lay in a haze of lost youth.