Soon

I walk along, without sense of being
Step by step, no path, no meaning
Purpose gone, physically tattered, withered
Faith grows stronger, the inner voice whispers
Words unknown, unclear the message
Blindly I turn, seek out a new passage
Pavement becomes rougher, I cower into recluse
Locked somewhere within, behind unforgiving doors, I remain timeless
No blooms left to the flowers, In pain, I must shower
Relief cannot find, confused, abused, never mind me
The door closes, no one listens, I wake up, the blood quickens
My demons all around me, though I scream, thistles abound me
I look up, truth discovered, not a dream, this cage, will I recover?
Day by day, sun to moon, I am grieving
Only through repression, locked inside, to myself alone, still deceiving
Another sip of coffee, I write these words,
straight to the point, must I, for I hurt
I search for an ending, nothing I tried worked, nothing can mend me
Because of my pain, what they have done, my dreams, and the dread
Letters on the page, soon the entrails of red
The answer I know, will await, in drops of marron below