My eyes

What i see in me is a girl who is so far lost there is no tunnel no light at the end no way to alleviate the pain
A girl who is so badly broken and scared that she is not fixable she is just another piece of trash left to rot

I didnt text you to get sympathy or to feel better about myself i texted you because i need someone to talk to someone that i trust someone that may understand but im so shattered no one will ever understand me

And with this i bid you a farewell for the wicked shall get no rest and i shall wonder aimlessly trying to find a purpose
I shall shed many tears for the girl we all once knew but sometimes people are never as good as we believe they can be
I thank you for trying to open my eyes but my friend my eyes are never shut i just see life in another light