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Maybe One Day I'll Be Okay Again
You made my world hell with words that made me cry
Words that were more painful than you thought
Words that would hurt in the me end
Flashbacks and Bad Memories come to mind
Physically, Mentally,and Emotionally abused
I sit there with a punch blade knife in my hand
Asking myself "What do I do?"
I'm tired of not being good enough for you
Or for anyone in that matter
Haven't you learned No Ones Perfect?
I might not be pretty,smart, or popular like you
But at least I have a heart
And its telling me to cut till I bleed
To show you how much your hurting me
Now your begging on your knees for my forgiveness
You say your sorry, you didn't mean it
I wanna say I hate you and ill never forgive you and tell you to go to hell
But I wouldn't good person if I did that, would I?
So, I help you up give you my forgiveness and tell you everything is alright
I'm still scared with pain
but maybe one day i'll be okay again
Words that were more painful than you thought
Words that would hurt in the me end
Flashbacks and Bad Memories come to mind
Physically, Mentally,and Emotionally abused
I sit there with a punch blade knife in my hand
Asking myself "What do I do?"
I'm tired of not being good enough for you
Or for anyone in that matter
Haven't you learned No Ones Perfect?
I might not be pretty,smart, or popular like you
But at least I have a heart
And its telling me to cut till I bleed
To show you how much your hurting me
Now your begging on your knees for my forgiveness
You say your sorry, you didn't mean it
I wanna say I hate you and ill never forgive you and tell you to go to hell
But I wouldn't good person if I did that, would I?
So, I help you up give you my forgiveness and tell you everything is alright
I'm still scared with pain
but maybe one day i'll be okay again
Published 24th Jan 2013
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4th Feb 2013 3:22pm
Time heals sweets...
keep your head up( you're too pretty not too)
Great write and read!!
Awesome PEN!!!!!
Sir Lancelott
keep your head up( you're too pretty not too)
Great write and read!!
Awesome PEN!!!!!
Sir Lancelott
10th Feb 2013 8:05pm
7th May 2013 4:51pm
*sniffle* I have a feeling we would get along well... lol I have this feeling though I've never cut before..... And I get wanting to be a good person cause I'm always told that I'm too nice to everyone but when I'm mean i hurt their feelings.... idrk what they think but hey, I agree with you on this! <3
