Fade To Black

It feels strange...
Every breath I take
may be my last
Im slowly slipping,
Fading...
Its scary that I dont know
whats wrong with me
If I survive or not
I have a strange feeling
Something bad will
happen to me
Im being eaten away by my
fears
That my assumptions may be
true
I dont know what to do
Sometimes I cry...
Scared that I might fall
And I may not be able to
get back up
I might dissapear and not
come back...
Afraid my vision might
Fade to Black
That my eyes wont hold
the light anymore
That ill become so cold
Ive tried pushing that feeling
away so many times
But it always comes back up
In my mind...
Im running out of time
Sometimes my heart hurts
and feels as if its strained
Im trying to make it
But my trying feels so
useless
I try to hold on
Im afraid if I slip,ill let go
Fall over into the dark
Struggling to stand back up
I keep running and running
I know I wont be able to
run anymore
That ill slow down and tire soon
Run before my vision fades
to black too soon
The sad feeling that ill
push away now
Will come back for me
And I wont be able to slow
it down