Lonely

You killed my mom.  You killed my dad.  
My family and friends, they were all i had.  
I see their eyes staring at me, dead.  
They payed the price for the things that i said.  
I wanted it to end, to wake from this dream.  
But somebody wants me to suffer longer it seems.  
I wait for the sun.  I wait for the day.  
I wait for it to rise and take me away.  
As I stand at the edge, the earth far below,  
I think as I jump, I'm coming home