I colored the sun

I try once again
But the voices are sinking in
And they only sing for you
The greyness has won
So I colored the sun
But I left the clouds for you

The darkness resides
Upon this lie we call life
It has torn my heart in two
But the light always wins
When i see you again
Yeah, I'm glowing
I'm glowing just for you

An envious wind blows
And takes away my glow
It pushes away your clouds
Till all that is left is us
Until a tide came
And took you too

The voices sing out
As i search with
a heart filled with doubt
The sun hides away
The sky turns into a
Depressing grey

The voices now driving me insane
I think i see you
My head is playing
Cruel tricks with my heart

Someone has found me
But it's not you
They won't let me free
I need to find you!

They tell me you're gone
That you're six feet under
They're lying!
They want us to suffer!

I can feel it within
You're still here
I will not accept their truth
....not when it's my greatest fear.

(The beginning of this poem was written a while back with my best friend. He is sadly no longer with us. His username on here is ThorneTheRed if you'd like to see some of his work.)