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It was never based on trust
My life...
It was too much of a problem
for me
I was too afraid...too
unforgiving
I always hid so she couldnt
find me
And when she did
The outcome of it all
was pain,hurt,and distrust
I could never be the perfect
child she wanted
I wasnt looking for perfect
I was searching for me
Whenever I cried out,begged for
help
They listened,but never
beleived
I cried myself too sleep
at night
I would sit alone in my room
Wishing my life was different
I hated it...
I punched holes in the closet door
Punched the wall
My knuckles bled...
But never could let all
my anger out
It was beyond me to be
angry...
I started falling behind
I became depressed...
I turned to my friends,
asked for help
They listened and helped
I finally began to realize
They were helping me,and I
did begin to find myself
But she never figured it
out
Why was I hurting,why did
I turn away from her
Whenever she talked to me
and I never responded
She threatened,hit,and did other
shit
She never got an answer
from me
But what I got from her,
was the hurtful comments and
mean words
I never did anything
wrong
What was it that I did for
her to treat me this way