indecisiveness

I don’t understand the indecisiveness
Are you moving back and forth between me and her
Where you testing the waters?
Have you finally decided which pool to dive in?
We are both blue you know…
You left me blue, covering me beneath a net
You disappeared. She appeared, with you magically clinging to her side
Placing your hands on the curve of her back
I can still feel the shadow of your hands on mine
Sometimes it’s so real I spin around
Hoping to see you standing there,
But I meet air and all its empty promises.

I meet gazes from her cold eyes
It’s amazing how much she looks like me
Her eyes are the same brown
Its like I’m having an out of body experience
When I see you together,
It’s like watching you with me
But it’s not me… it’s her
Probably an evil twin from a previous life…
A reflection that was trapped in the mirror way too long
That finally managed to escape      
And has slowly began to re write the script
Erasing my name and writing hers
Baby cant you tell the difference in her kisses
She tastes bitter cause her heart is evil.
I’m Elena and she’s Katherine…
Don’t be fooled like Damon,
Just hold my gaze and see my soul
See the notes you left me on the walls
And the pictures we took together…
The soul is honest, my eyes are open..
I just…
I don’t understand the indecisiveness