useless

ok so I really don't need this shit right now,
I'm dealing with too much shit right now.
nothing matters, everything's shattered.
I don't need anyone to tell me what I'm doing wrong,
I been on my own all along.
oh now you care, now you wanna be there?
well I don't need a friend, I need this shit to end.
I need some motivation, I ain't tryna pretend,
no more scraping up the pieces like that'll get me by,
maybe I can fool em, they just think I'm high.
but really I'm just insane, I'm losing my fucking mind.
I  don't know who you are and I don't really care.
but I'm tryna find out who I am and why I'm here.
why was I created and why ain't life fair?
I'm tryna become more metaphorical, less hypocritical.
but all I can think about is getting that next nickel.
not focusing my mind right, not wasting my time right.
nothing I do is ever gonna make a difference,
I'm useless, I let myself become useless
toothless
school-less
fool-less
mood-less
emotionless
hopeless
boneless
less.
I'm less than you, less than you'll become.
I ain't going nowhere and I ain't staying home.
I'm lost, I'm floating, lonely, roaming.
I know I done wrong, know I been bad.
but never thought you'd be the one to stab me in the back.