±Hurt±

I need to straighten up.
I need to take control.
I need to change myself.
To become whole.

I'm broken up,
And dead inside.
I've been sewn up
With all these lies.

Being happy isn't so easy.
It's actually quite hard.
I'm doing all this pleasing,
While neglecting my heart.

I take a deep breath,
and swallow my hurt.
Hold my screams in,
As I'm kicked to the dirt.

I won't say a thing.
I'll just take what I'm given.
One day I'll be with Angels with wings.
But for now I'll keep my emotions hidden.

Blood runs into my eyes.
I can't see.
So for now I'll just daydream,
Of what I wish could be...