Defeatfulism

Defeatfulism is not in the dictionary
it is not known as a real word,
but in the heart it is.

It's when you are defeated
at everything you do,
and you just wanna give up.

Defeatfulism is the knowing of
you yourself as a faliure or a
nobody.

It is the negativety that controls your
mind telling you there is no other
way, it is the sadness, depression, anger
and abuse all built up into one emotional
thought.

And it tears you down every day
to where you think there is no
other way than to end it all.

To end your life is the last answer
to your mind once defeatfulism
has over ruled your well being.