When I'm gone

Could i be just a memory?
Stored deep inside your thought,
Only to be forgotten.
What if I died today?
Would you remember me next week?
Next month? would I haunt you?
What if I said I hated myself?
Would you lock me up?
Hide the mistake you bore?
Things have changed,
I'm not a small child,
Do you still love me?
Seven whole attempts,
I won't make eight,
How long till you forget you loved me?
How long till you clean out my room?
How long till you miss me?
I miss you everyday.
I wanted to see the love in your eyes..