Submissions by ZeZeZapp (Xena)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not famous, or anything else, poetry is a hobby.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th May 2013 2:59am
12th May 2013 2:59am
Painted
Hiding in my black canvas,
hiding from my silly fears and insecurities.
My will to live is dying, I'm dying.
I'm hallow,
I'm empty.
My skin fading to ashes,
Bones crumbling to dust,
I'm wasting away.
The fire inside me is dying,
Embers stop fueling my life.
My heart stops.
Only am I saved when you reach out to take my hand.
Pulling me to safety,
Bringing me to life,
Sparking the long died out flame,
Scorching me from the inside,
Burning away my fear.
That's when I realized,
Only when I'm with you,
Only then,
I'm...
hiding from my silly fears and insecurities.
My will to live is dying, I'm dying.
I'm hallow,
I'm empty.
My skin fading to ashes,
Bones crumbling to dust,
I'm wasting away.
The fire inside me is dying,
Embers stop fueling my life.
My heart stops.
Only am I saved when you reach out to take my hand.
Pulling me to safety,
Bringing me to life,
Sparking the long died out flame,
Scorching me from the inside,
Burning away my fear.
That's when I realized,
Only when I'm with you,
Only then,
I'm...
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Feb 2013 7:16pm
16th Feb 2013 7:16pm
Juliana
I feel alone, and abandoned,
like everyone left without looking back,
I'm alone, dying,
I'm falling, fading to black.
No one truly cared,
I knew that, but I let you in,
we argued,
but you promised you would always be my friend.
Anna, I miss you, I need you,
where are you now?
you said you loved me,
but you left me asking why and how.
But i know even if i tried, i couldn't forgive you,
no more chances, every lie destroyed me.
I hurt you,
Cody makes you happy as can be.
Makayla was always number one,
she...
like everyone left without looking back,
I'm alone, dying,
I'm falling, fading to black.
No one truly cared,
I knew that, but I let you in,
we argued,
but you promised you would always be my friend.
Anna, I miss you, I need you,
where are you now?
you said you loved me,
but you left me asking why and how.
But i know even if i tried, i couldn't forgive you,
no more chances, every lie destroyed me.
I hurt you,
Cody makes you happy as can be.
Makayla was always number one,
she...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Jan 2013 00:27am
19th Jan 2013 00:27am
My finale end, Eight tries, The last attempt,
Suicide, the word plays at my lips,
my tongue dancing, ready to speak,
the razor seems prepared,
My tears fall down, they seem to leak.
My lips play a smile,
I've wanted this for quite a while.
One deep cut,
Thats never enough,
Blood covers my bathroom tiles,
I promised try eight wouldn't be a bluff.
ah, the pills swallow like candy,
dead, thats all i want to be.
I tried to be myself,
you were so unaccepting and controlling,
My hair was stupid in your opinion,
Always so manipulating.
...
my tongue dancing, ready to speak,
the razor seems prepared,
My tears fall down, they seem to leak.
My lips play a smile,
I've wanted this for quite a while.
One deep cut,
Thats never enough,
Blood covers my bathroom tiles,
I promised try eight wouldn't be a bluff.
ah, the pills swallow like candy,
dead, thats all i want to be.
I tried to be myself,
you were so unaccepting and controlling,
My hair was stupid in your opinion,
Always so manipulating.
...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Dec 2012 8:24pm
28th Dec 2012 8:24pm
When I'm gone
Could i be just a memory?
Stored deep inside your thought,
Only to be forgotten.
What if I died today?
Would you remember me next week?
Next month? would I haunt you?
What if I said I hated myself?
Would you lock me up?
Hide the mistake you bore?
Things have changed,
I'm not a small child,
Do you still love me?
Seven whole attempts,
I won't make eight,
How long till you forget you loved me?
How long till you clean out my room?
How long till you miss me?
I miss you everyday.
I wanted to see the love in your eyes..
Stored deep inside your thought,
Only to be forgotten.
What if I died today?
Would you remember me next week?
Next month? would I haunt you?
What if I said I hated myself?
Would you lock me up?
Hide the mistake you bore?
Things have changed,
I'm not a small child,
Do you still love me?
Seven whole attempts,
I won't make eight,
How long till you forget you loved me?
How long till you clean out my room?
How long till you miss me?
I miss you everyday.
I wanted to see the love in your eyes..
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2012 00:40am
22nd Dec 2012 00:40am
My world
Thoughts swim and swirl inside my head,
the ideas make my heart race,
when I'm not with you, I'd rather be dead,
your presences is suffocating in a pleasant way.
How could I ever tell you just how I feel?
When you're hand holds mine,
everything freezes,
we're lost in time,
the thought of you drives me crazy.
How can I show you how much I love you?
My heart beats against my chest,
I can't breathe,
this is us at our best,
you drive me crazy.
How am I so lucky?
You saved yourself for the right one,...
the ideas make my heart race,
when I'm not with you, I'd rather be dead,
your presences is suffocating in a pleasant way.
How could I ever tell you just how I feel?
When you're hand holds mine,
everything freezes,
we're lost in time,
the thought of you drives me crazy.
How can I show you how much I love you?
My heart beats against my chest,
I can't breathe,
this is us at our best,
you drive me crazy.
How am I so lucky?
You saved yourself for the right one,...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th Dec 2012 10:56pm
15th Dec 2012 10:56pm
OD
The room spins around me,
its hard to see clearly.
The floor shakes beneath my feet,
I fall, almost admitting to defeat.
is the what I wanted when I said 'death'?
I'm not ready to die yet.
I'm scared, emotions flood over me,
I can't hardly breathe.
I know I'll live to face tomorrow,
I can't do it, I'm too hallow.
Take more, over dose,
almost, its so close..
its hard to see clearly.
The floor shakes beneath my feet,
I fall, almost admitting to defeat.
is the what I wanted when I said 'death'?
I'm not ready to die yet.
I'm scared, emotions flood over me,
I can't hardly breathe.
I know I'll live to face tomorrow,
I can't do it, I'm too hallow.
Take more, over dose,
almost, its so close..
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ANGER POEM
Published
27th Oct 2012 9:34pm
27th Oct 2012 9:34pm
Goodbye
Ignorance, Mental Probelms what ever you want to call it
but what you said was irrelevant
if your happier without me go a head and leave
almost to tears but the anger was stronger in me.
Selfish Bitch? who's shelfish now?
because all you did was look to the ground
if you were a tool i would have dumped you back in your shed
i bet this make you want me dead
i tried my best to be what you wanted me to be
Sucks for you, but now i see
I stayed with you almost constantly
and your one less person i...
but what you said was irrelevant
if your happier without me go a head and leave
almost to tears but the anger was stronger in me.
Selfish Bitch? who's shelfish now?
because all you did was look to the ground
if you were a tool i would have dumped you back in your shed
i bet this make you want me dead
i tried my best to be what you wanted me to be
Sucks for you, but now i see
I stayed with you almost constantly
and your one less person i...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Oct 2012 2:05am
26th Oct 2012 2:05am
Hour Glass
When time runs out,
no one will hear you shout.
When all the sand falls,
no one will answer your calls.
Sand is pouring,
but is this message something your ignoring?
When your time is up, no one will be there,
because you didn't care.
Ignore my words, forget i'm real,
you just had to ask, that was the deal.
The agreement was, I'd take your heart,
You were doomed from the start.
Dead screams echo through the empty corridors,
I hear your feet thud as the hit the floor.
...
no one will hear you shout.
When all the sand falls,
no one will answer your calls.
Sand is pouring,
but is this message something your ignoring?
When your time is up, no one will be there,
because you didn't care.
Ignore my words, forget i'm real,
you just had to ask, that was the deal.
The agreement was, I'd take your heart,
You were doomed from the start.
Dead screams echo through the empty corridors,
I hear your feet thud as the hit the floor.
...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 1:13am
7th Sep 2012 1:13am
no title
His body slams onto the ground,
he gets back up for another round.
Fists fly to his face,
That should be my place.
I should have watched my mouth,
I know it could only go south.
He's down, get up, get up, I mentally beg,
Tristan must have broke his leg.
The last straw,
this is my fight after all.
My fist aimed for his nose,
according to his rule, only the winner goes.
My shot blocked,
he looks at me, almost shocked.
He grabs my hair,
"Gage! This is your slut! Look here."
He stands up, there goes my hero.
he gets back up for another round.
Fists fly to his face,
That should be my place.
I should have watched my mouth,
I know it could only go south.
He's down, get up, get up, I mentally beg,
Tristan must have broke his leg.
The last straw,
this is my fight after all.
My fist aimed for his nose,
according to his rule, only the winner goes.
My shot blocked,
he looks at me, almost shocked.
He grabs my hair,
"Gage! This is your slut! Look here."
He stands up, there goes my hero.
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EROTIC POEM
Published
19th Aug 2012 8:32pm
19th Aug 2012 8:32pm
my love
berry scented, lips enticing,
dark hair, luscious curls falling down your shoulders,
perfect blue eyes, you beckon me closer,
freckles dust the perfect nose,
never been with a woman before,
this is strange, i know i shouldn't,
i know its wrong, but i never was right.
your soft pink lips met mine,
it makes my heart skip,
your tongue pushes into my waiting mouth,
your hands fumble with my pants.
our tongues dance,
my fingers explore your small, frail body,
my kiss run down your neck, your shivering, are you cold?
you lost your shirt...
dark hair, luscious curls falling down your shoulders,
perfect blue eyes, you beckon me closer,
freckles dust the perfect nose,
never been with a woman before,
this is strange, i know i shouldn't,
i know its wrong, but i never was right.
your soft pink lips met mine,
it makes my heart skip,
your tongue pushes into my waiting mouth,
your hands fumble with my pants.
our tongues dance,
my fingers explore your small, frail body,
my kiss run down your neck, your shivering, are you cold?
you lost your shirt...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Aug 2012 7:49pm
19th Aug 2012 7:49pm
no title
arms sprawled around her beautiful, pale figure,
her heart beat fades, how could i pull the trigger?
her hair was like corn silk,
her creamy skin was the color of milk.
her kisses were sweet, soft, her lips are still inviting,
her eyes still bright even in the poor lighting.
her body still appeals to me,
getting closer, this is my last chance to see.
i pull her lifeless body into my lap as the blood continues to
poor,
her short life was over, i seem to love her more.
you broke my heart,
now i get to tear you apart.
but how could i destroy...
her heart beat fades, how could i pull the trigger?
her hair was like corn silk,
her creamy skin was the color of milk.
her kisses were sweet, soft, her lips are still inviting,
her eyes still bright even in the poor lighting.
her body still appeals to me,
getting closer, this is my last chance to see.
i pull her lifeless body into my lap as the blood continues to
poor,
her short life was over, i seem to love her more.
you broke my heart,
now i get to tear you apart.
but how could i destroy...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Aug 2012 10:09pm
8th Aug 2012 10:09pm
6:21
6:21,
an end to all their fun,
she's hiding behind the locked door,
she can't hear his foot steps any more.
6:22,
she sits still, can't think of what to do.
time ticks off the clock,
trying to pick the door lock.
6:23,
how could it be?
how did she miss the gun shot?
the tears that burn her face are hot.
6:24,
she doesn't want to live anymore,
his life fading away,
she can't find the words to say.
6:25,
he's barely alive,
the slick revolver coated in his blood fits her hand perfectly, ...
an end to all their fun,
she's hiding behind the locked door,
she can't hear his foot steps any more.
6:22,
she sits still, can't think of what to do.
time ticks off the clock,
trying to pick the door lock.
6:23,
how could it be?
how did she miss the gun shot?
the tears that burn her face are hot.
6:24,
she doesn't want to live anymore,
his life fading away,
she can't find the words to say.
6:25,
he's barely alive,
the slick revolver coated in his blood fits her hand perfectly, ...
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