"Inner War"

 Deep in my soul is where these demons reside , I try to let them go but they continue to hide ~ Behind red walls this hate has been buried , and when I mask them it can become scary ~ This inner war that I continue to fight , I'm running out of strength I'm running out of might ~ The torture the pain I'm sick of it all , i try hard to pull myself together but continue to fall ~ These demons sound like winter wind echoing through the trees , this is a side of me that no one else sees ~ This inner darkness it rages with power , I battle everyday every night every hour ~ How do I confront these demons and pull them to the light , I can't find the answer and continue to live in fright ~ I shield myself with prayer knowing it will only hold them at bay , soon taking advantage of my weakness pulling my strength away ~ These demons forever stay just tearing me apart , leaving me in the long run to die with an abused heart ~ B.