What Now?

My...
center of gravity
is diminishing...rapidly
As my thoughts...
gradually...
keep coming back
to you.

No matter what I do.
I travel a million miles
just...to come back
to you.

So I try to tell myself
fairytales...don't exsist
yet I know...I won't be able
to resist your never-before-felt kiss

As I have yet to enter
into your physical splendor
Yet everytime I imagine you near
I know... I will surrender.

To be wanted...by you
to relish in the tenderness
you bring my mind...
If only I could feel your touch
My heart wouldnt be far behind

When I sit and think of some of
the wisdom you share with me
it instantly makes me wish...
you were here with me

Yet.... I am stuck in this muck
otherwise known as reality
as my heart feels like its shattering
because I know...
YOU...
are the one I want to love.
and...Now that I know this.
What DO we do now?
If anything...
Or shall I long for you
this way...
always.