a distance

constantly waking up in sweat.
cuz I know its not over yet.
I try to hide behind my door.
when I do, im only hunted more.

There's no sense in running away!
when ive already had my life taken away!

there is something wrong with me.
i scream that, your not listening.
all i wanna do is just be heard.
free myself more than a bird.

but why should I fuckin try?
when birds are chained to the sky!

everything has fallen through.
i shouldnt have ever looked up to you!

father why did you do this?
your at the top of my shitlist!
all you are is a narcicist!
all thats between us is a distance!

i just called cuz i wanted to know,
why the hell you never show.
ive heard these lies, so many times before.
like why did you walk out that door?

never show your face around here again!
do what you did, and head that direction.
all thats between us is a distance.
tell me why you fuckin did this.

lie to me again.
beat me out of me.
lie to me again.
go ahead and leave.
justify your sin.
LIE TO ME AGAIN!

never show your face around here again!
do what you did, and head that direction!
all thats between us is a distance!
tell me why you fuckin did this!
your someone ill never miss!
your at the top of my shitlist!
your memories are drow out bliss.
i know you'll never listen to this.
but i dont need your permission!