she's gone, she's all gone!

here i am staring at this little girl
dressed in a pink fairy dress and ballet shoes.
who could she be?
she couldn't be me!.

all my darkened life I've been told the little girl was me,
but i keep telling myself its not!.

so one night..
i find myself staring at the smile that was stretched across my face in that very photo, then..
then i realize, that was the last smile ill ever wear!
so my heart is left to tear!.

i had a picture that tom drew me on my wall, but know its gone!,
i ruined it in my tears,
and my other picture of my other deceased friend is also ruined in my tears, he's name was Zeke,
and another named Calamb i saw them to die, but tom, tom i did not witness!.


the little girl in that pink dress was me!
i only ever smiled that one time,
now all that is left to do is drown in my tears!


(R.I.P Tom,Zeke & Calamb, i miss you all)