Cant Say Goodbye

Just heard The news today,
Seems I wont see her face again.
She never even said goodbye,
I scream her name, begin to cry.

 

"Why take the world from me,
To bring your mind some fucking ease?!
I guess I'm just to late...
All I can do is watch the lights all fade.
I wish that I was there,
To show how much I really care.
But now you're gone and I,
Cant seem to say goodbye,
So I close my eyes,
And I find you in the depths of my mind.
It feels so cold, you feel so cold,
And somehow I still feel so alone.
I feel you near but you're nowhere,
Even though I see you Here and There.
It's just my mind projecting you,
Such a sight is nevermore to be true.
I need you here but you're so far away,
You left a million I Love You's that I wont get to say.
I cant go on hoping to see you again after so long,
I just cant wait, I'm afraid by then the memories will be gone."
 

I hear you, feel you, my hands begin to shake,
I close my eyes, this lethal dose I take.
Blood rush, so numb, I feel your warm embrace,
I give in, succum, and now I've found Eternal Grace.