Relapse Into The Black

There she goes again contemplating lifes insolent choke hold
It grabs her from behind
Pulls her to the ground
Suffocates her
Leaves her with nothing but a blur

She's blind
She's fake
Lives life like a masquerade
Hides behind emotion
Lies down and chokes herself out
She no longer breathes just bleeds
She can no longer see
So she no longer wants to be

Cascaded in a facade of lies, she drowns in the darkest abyss
They don't want to believe it but, she can't help but be like this
They changed her fate with the knick of a blade
Scarred her mind and left her to die

Isolated and so alone, she can't let go
Shes suffocating in the hands that surround her
She can't escape this choke hold
She folds herself over one more time
Bottles everything up on the inside
Draws a bittersweet picture on her waist with a cold hard blade
The only thing they can see is the smile she fakes

She's slowly letting go
Slowly losing her life
Death grips her steady still
And she can't help but, like the way it feels

Then she thinks of him
Her savior
Her Zen
The thought of him makes death an impudent way to rest
So she still feels the beating in her chest
Her breathe steady still
With him by her side she slowly starts to feel
She becomes real
She can finally feel

So when her grip is lost to the abyss
When the choke holds grip makes the silver blade slip..
She looks to him
And feels the hands curl back
She never has to relapse into the black