School

A changed schedule
again
geography or Indonesian?
I'm lost
My mind is elsewhere, far away
I don't know what she's talking about
Instead, I'm typing
words on this site
"submit poem"
I should be studying
for finals, maybe
but my mind refuses to care

I have to focus
but I don't want to
I must listen
but it's too boring
damn it
I'm fed up of her voice
her face
I've been looking at her
for three fucking years!

My eyes wander to the clock
Math, recess, history...
nothing interesting
nothing that appeals
"Tabitha!" she called me
what do i do?
"Answer my question!"
think of something
think of anything!


I'm screwed