My Realm

Into the realm of loneliness I have come,
am I ever to leave this dark place?
Am I able to slip into the better realm,
      the realm of friends?

Is this forever my home, a place of deceit?
      Tired of the lies I am,
       yet I never told even one.
 Stressed and without help, it is my life.
   My cold,dark and lonely life.

Many can give but they choose to take.
Many can love but they choose to hate.
    Many can tell the truth,
  they don't seem to know this.

Those whom hate aren't alone, I am.
 Racism, bad, yet they are loved.
Addicts to drugs, they are never alone.
   What about those who care?

I am heading to the realm of the dark,
        the realm of evil,
             of murder.

This isn't who I am, I am a lover.
 The world affects who we are,
      I am not like them.

I try to be but a bird in flight,
a calm being trying to survive.
  When will I want to survive?

People are alone, the world does not know.