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Who am I?
I ask this so much, yet never have the answer, even though I'm always here to find one
No one can answer it, and neither can I, so sad, yet I ask of no pity
I look to my wrist, to a mood bracelet, showing of fear, uncertainty, but of what, I don't know
I need to find my answers, yet no where to be seen, I think and search, for anything, everything, yet nothing
Thoughts of suicide enter my head, yet I feel there's more to me, I can't give up yet, just a little longer I shall wait

My heart is broken, my mind, the sane, that never came, I can only think, no one to ever hold my hand
Can I take the path to my answers, the path I can not find, disappeared, and left me alone
I walk a lonely path, with nothing in sight, but my thoughts that bring me here
So confused, I don't know what to do anymore
What has made me this way, I shall never know
Can it be my insanity, bringing me this way, going to far, breaking me down

My mind is so empty, yet full, are the answers in my head? am I over looking them? I will not let that be
I used to know, know it all, know who I am, but it all left, it all crumbled from my hands
I lost my will, my will to live, my will to fight, when I used to tell others, not to give up, to keep on the fight
Come back to me, answers, I know I used to have it, where are you, did my link to you break
My heart is crushed, not one memory of it not, my mind insane, never a time I was not
My body of scars, the questions came up, one by one, as each cut was made, deeper, bloodier, more to show

Take my love, for it doesn't exist, take my hand, as I fall to sleep, take my soul, for it turned cold
One by one, I fall apart, two by two, they broke my heart, three by three, my soul was gone
I walk around, answers to find, I think them up, questions to break
A path of ice, in a summer of heat, I wonder why, and to the ground, I take my seat
Honesty to great, yet no answers I find, the mind a dictionary, yet can not give me what I ask for
So many people say they will help me, be there, yet I am still lost, no where to go, my mind tricking me to a fall

One in a million, take a chance, stand out, show yourself, don't hold back, yet I hide to no end
Why now? why would this happen, for I used to be loved, maybe I see the reality, maybe there's no such thing as love
Maybe I am to die, maybe to live, I make my choices, though lately not the best, it changes my mind, to a state so gone
Take a turn, pick your number, wait your line, and see where that goes too
A blacked snow, yet a winter of none, some will take, some will lose, some will check, some will strive
Bend you neck and turn your mind, the answers you seek, you shall never find

I seek my answers, yet none to come, see your eyes, and see you know, it's not just me, for you don't know
How can I live, when I lost my will, no fight left, emotions spread out
I live no more, for a death inside, leaves me soulless, a heart for sold
Give me my strength, for now I have none, leave me be, for you will see, I have nothing left
It comes to me, an answer to see, yet nothing can help, for I am already lost
Help me please, I ask of no pity, give me the will, will to live, for I have none, and soon shall I never be known to live