Agonizing Departure

Are you oblivious to my pain ?
i have nothing more to gain
the pain in endless
a bottomless pit ,

the world goes on
my life is a rain storm
but the color's still shine through the rain,
through the pain.

Since you've been gone
there has been a deep hole in my chest and my stomach.
No amount of food can fill it  .
My hands are tied there's nothing i can do to resolve this pain

i still laugh ,
but my laughs are empty.
i am bleeding crimson tears of agony,

my allegiance to you was so strong
your departure has crippled me from any other emotion
other than this agonizing sorrow

Till we are reunited
my world will be a shade of darkness
the shadow of your memory will follow me forever on .