demonic entity.. help me.

 I want a vision
A vision that will set my weaknesses straight
Something to show me an example through hate
And fission

I want to see your face as a whole
Not just in my mind
I want to see your wretched face
Dripping with blood at this moment in time

Shadows are my friends
You will be too
Converse with me even though you already know so much about me as I pray to you for my problems
This is no god but an entity
Demon, only you can help me out of this fray

I hate how I am
I can never bring myself to do the extraordinary
I'm making myself split in two
I NEED you to show me how to fix it and change me forever
I am simply disgusted with temporary...