The Red

i feel the rush of blood  
to my head im back at the  
top only to fall again...  
 
 
stitch open my eyes to keep  
me awake to keep me alive  
i love how it feels though  
i know i shouldn't  
 
 
it keeps a burning reminder  
that im still alive i look  
in the morror i see the red  
is filling in my eyes  
 
ive been living my life in  
a web of lies this entire  
time the spider has come to  
feast on my heart the fly  
he wraps me up real tight  
tonight  
 
im losing sight of who i am  
im going blind this world is  
turning red the world around  
 me has slowed to a crawl  
 
as hard as i try i cant end it  
all this is a disaster as beautiful  
as i have dreamed ive lost it all  
or so it seems  
 
so i let this be the end of me  
so unstitch my eyes so i can sleep