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You and Him
The two of you are so much alike
The two of you are so very different
I wonder if I am trying to replace you
I wonder if you can ever be replaced
He wants something that’s casual
You wanted to build something special
I am one of several for him
I was the only one for you
He brings fire to my flesh
You brought freedom to my soul
I like playing with him
I liked belonging to you
He mistreats and abuses me
You nurtured and reassured me
I crave the feel his whips on my back
I craved the feel your arms around me
He humiliates and hurts me
You made me feel valuable and worthy
I hunger to be his filthy whore
I hungered to be your little one
He looks at me with lust in his eyes
You looked at me with respect in yours
I use his pain to forget you
I used you to forget my pain
He says my job is to please him
You said your job was to protect me
I desire for him to desire me
I desired for you to feel for me
He sometimes makes me feel worthless
You always made me feel worthwhile
I see short term fun with him
I saw long term meaning with you
He wants mostly my sex
You wanted mostly my mind
I give him my body
I gave you my soul
He brings out my animal self
You brought out my intellectual self
I trust him with the physical
I trusted you with the emotional
He forces me to my knees
You forced me to face myself
I don’t know how I would’ve managed without him
I don’t know how I’m going to manage without you
He sees me in all my dark places
You challenged me to climb out of them
I want him
I needed you
The two of you are so very different
I wonder if I am trying to replace you
I wonder if you can ever be replaced
He wants something that’s casual
You wanted to build something special
I am one of several for him
I was the only one for you
He brings fire to my flesh
You brought freedom to my soul
I like playing with him
I liked belonging to you
He mistreats and abuses me
You nurtured and reassured me
I crave the feel his whips on my back
I craved the feel your arms around me
He humiliates and hurts me
You made me feel valuable and worthy
I hunger to be his filthy whore
I hungered to be your little one
He looks at me with lust in his eyes
You looked at me with respect in yours
I use his pain to forget you
I used you to forget my pain
He says my job is to please him
You said your job was to protect me
I desire for him to desire me
I desired for you to feel for me
He sometimes makes me feel worthless
You always made me feel worthwhile
I see short term fun with him
I saw long term meaning with you
He wants mostly my sex
You wanted mostly my mind
I give him my body
I gave you my soul
He brings out my animal self
You brought out my intellectual self
I trust him with the physical
I trusted you with the emotional
He forces me to my knees
You forced me to face myself
I don’t know how I would’ve managed without him
I don’t know how I’m going to manage without you
He sees me in all my dark places
You challenged me to climb out of them
I want him
I needed you
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