That drug That bottle

Addiction is when you have no self control over the thought of wanting that drug, that bottle...no longer putting a limit to the substance you take knowing the consequences that surrounds it but willing to suffer through it any way just to obtain... That drug That bottle .....Hurting those that surround you, friends, your love ones but not giving a fuck because you have to have that drug , that bottle.., you ask yourself, "does it make me selfish ? A bad person?" But You dismiss the questions because in your mind your NEED...(A WORD MANY TAKE OUT OF CONTENT) that drug that bottle, so that cant be true
You may call it an escape from the negativity but yet instead it leads you toward the negativity making you think about it more wanting to act out on things you have no control over, so where exactly is the escape part? If u suffer more when under the influence than with out, A question i always asked myself, but i get it cause you need that drug, that bottle...your a human just like  me but yet mentally so weak perhaps a passed that is far to painful to forget   so you turn to that drug, that bottle...but if that bottle and that drug causes much more pain than before you picked up that drug, that bottle...Why do it?


THIS GOES TO ANYONE THAT KNOWS ANYONE SUFFERING FROM ADDICTION