Inner self

Today i am frozen, Thursday you loved me
you turned away, left me, alone, scarred, again empty
what of the promises, i'm yours, i left him
in my arms, though you were, you still had to text him
leaving with promises, to return, but then poof
all the pain i was afraid of, instantly become truths
deleted my name from the chapter, of FaceBook here and after
it's all torturing me, considering the notion of whats wrote in the plaster
wish i didn't love her, it'd be easier to recover
24 hours loved, and the scars i've uncovered
as you left me here empty, and tried to convince me,
that return to me, you will, and i pray that this can be
for too him, you ran, and said its for mother
for you and i both loved, and wanted to marry each other
clicked out of your life, but know that i love you,
I'm sorry I got pissed, and i am still thinking of you
Forgive me i hope, she someday returns, Kristy, I love you,
and for you my heart burns.