crimson turns grey

I'm nothin to you
Just another thing to give you a high
I'm just another one of your sadistic releases.
Ive let you feel me up
So look in my eyes fill me with betrayal and lust

Say its alright
Say its not my time to die
But on the inside I'm no longer alive
Ill take the blade
Ill leave myself with nothing but blood stains

Touch me one last time
Hear my invigorating sighs
Feel me take my last breathe
Kiss away everything that remains
And take what all is left of me

I watch as my crimson veins turn to grey
All I have left to say is now..
I'm ok
Ill no longer feel you deep within me.
Ill no longer feel your eyes apon me
You'll no longer linger in all my bittersweet nightmares
You'll no longer scream at me
You'll no longer call my name
you'll no longer hide me in a facade of lies.
And most exhilarating of all..
Ill no longer wish to die.