a deux

Take me both,
right now.

Fuck them up
so badly I'll never
be able to play coy
again,
or act as if they were
separate entities
and not just aspects of
the ways I want

you.  

take that pretty little thing in white
all curled up on your lap,
pressed against you,
cat-like and purring,
secure,  

and stretch her firm
pliant ass across your
knees,
while her big
brown eyes look up in
confusion and denial,

and brace her gently across the
shoulders,
so she can't rear back and
accuse you with
those tear-filled eyes
when you pull down her panties,
and teach her
with words that make your palm sting
there's no sparing
the motherfucking
rod when she's rubbing
her tits against your chest
and smiling that secret smile

like she didn't know any better

When she doesn't fight back,
content to lie across your lap,
beautifully sobbing against you,
rip her little white sundress off
with your teeth,
and point at the tight black bits of sin
she wears like a hypocritical second skin of truth

that'll get her fight up

And when she comes at you,
clad in darkness and filth,
ripping shreds of need from your back,
handcuff that fickle bitch
to the rusted bolt on the floor
and show her
she didn't know how to

hurt

before you carved your name
in her
inch
by
inch.

Fuck me both, baby,
fuck me both
so hard
that I'll never
be able to tell
which me
craves nothing more than to be
used by you like an old towel
next to the bed,
something to wipe your dick on
after you get off,

and which me
sighs safe against
your chest,
your steady heartbeat
the only proof
that time exists.

Fuck me both
baby.