Getting by

I have so little in my mind,
And my time is passing by.
All i have thats holding me here is you,
The hope i hold on of someday being with you.

For now i geuss thats just a dream,
So my joints will be my only two friends.
They give me the ability to let go,
Just for a little time the pain slows..

Its not long i know,
But i dont have anywhere else to go.
So to this i light up the first hit,
For over a month i've missed..