Distortions

contaminated particles are surging through my veins
Fill me with damnation. With sorrow i have lain
Mistakes pile up like bodies, I cant escape the stench
I started diging my own grave,  But now ive dug a trench
Protect me from my feeble mind, Shield me from the sun
I fought a war with myself, This battle i have won
I Bear and wear my armour, Protection is so fleeting
I written on like parchment, The wounds youve left are seething
Im sore from the wreckage, Leftover from my life
I wear my heart on my sleeve, It is a morbid sight
Its riddled with distortions, Theres cracks and tears to see
I Pierce my feelings with a hook, I cast it out to sea
Bouyant is the outcome, They float they do not sink,
I try to drown my fears, Theres never enough drink
salvation comes in many forms, Yet none do come to me
Torment tracks me every where. From sea to shining sea
deception with my every move, I cant escape its eye
I walk along the edge of roof, I wish to jump and fly
I stare at insects down below, I wish to bring them down
I have found my refuge, Salvation i have found