Don't only be in my dreams

I cut this body down,
Just to show its broken.
But im leaveing my heart open,
You're welcome to come in.
Im giveing in,
For you i wont pretend.

I'll be honest i'm not okay,
Black is the paint of my every day.
Alot of words i'd rather not say,
They just roll tears down my face.

Honestly, i hate this place.
I go to you as my only escape.
I hold ties that were beat till they broke,
With you i heal, but on words i still choke..
Dont let this be a demented joke..