soulless

So many reasons I am who I am
I could tell you but you wouldn’t understand
I’m on a whole other level
My best friends are this rope and shovel.

To bury my problems yet they still reoccur
I could tell you a lot of things but it’s really all a blur.
If you don’t like my rhymes then they apply to your dimension.
You’re being followed I forgot to mention

I know everything all the wrongs you do
Then go tell lies it never occurs to you?
I am not dumb I just make you believe
If I told you what I knew it would be hard to conceive.

You be surprised I just gather information
Where’s the confession bitch I’ve been waitin.
Just a pathetic waste of a body.
Keeping all these secrets like the illuminati.

I’ll always have you’re back
In any situation as a matter a fact.
You said you had mine
If you don’t that too is fine

Just don’t play like you really care
When I really need you… you are never there.
Its ok I do most things on my own
It just kinda sucks when you’re always alone.

I turn it all around
To keep myself safe and sound
This is why I don’t trust
I always have my heart ready to combust.

Im glad we had something for a minute
But I must have been crazy to ever let you hit it
You ruined my life
I hide behind the door grippen a knife.

Hoping he can’t get in you left me scared
If you try and hurt me next time I’ll be prepared
No more tears im tired of being accused
Cussed at and used.