unwoven soul

 Don't know what to say or to think. I will just let all this sink... I'm falling deeper and deeper... Gagging on the water of my sins... I can no longer hold on... I feel so numb... I can't feel... Just a black hole in my chest sucking in what little happiness I have... I feel my soul braking... And about to become shattered glass... Please just leave me alone... ALONE... I don't feel the need to have any one... Im just trying to kill time with some drinks... Waiting for the end... No... I don't feel fine... No im not mad at you... And no im not crying... I'm just telling you this because now i don't care about you... Lave me alone... And do what you must... Tell your self life is ok... Tell your self its ALL worth it...and tell your self your happy... Because at the end nothing ever matted