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I am the end.
I am the answer you seek out at night
as you question your life yet again.
I am a weakness, the loss of self strength
as you contemplate the ultimate sin.
I am self-loathing, a mirror reflecting disgust,
the same one you stare into for hours on end.
I am the soul-splitting pain felt deep in your core,
like the shame felt when you dropped the razor again.
I am the reason you hate yourself so,
the reason for ending your life.
I am the conflict felt deep within
when you can't even pick up the knife.
I am desperation, why you're close to madness,
why you finally pick up the gun.
I am your strength when you pull back the trigger,
the reason you want to be gone.
I am the blackness that completely surrounds you,
that engulfs you in darkness at last.
I am bliss, ever-lasting and certain,
the reason you're now part of the past.
I
am
everything
you
ever
wanted.[/font]
as you question your life yet again.
I am a weakness, the loss of self strength
as you contemplate the ultimate sin.
I am self-loathing, a mirror reflecting disgust,
the same one you stare into for hours on end.
I am the soul-splitting pain felt deep in your core,
like the shame felt when you dropped the razor again.
I am the reason you hate yourself so,
the reason for ending your life.
I am the conflict felt deep within
when you can't even pick up the knife.
I am desperation, why you're close to madness,
why you finally pick up the gun.
I am your strength when you pull back the trigger,
the reason you want to be gone.
I am the blackness that completely surrounds you,
that engulfs you in darkness at last.
I am bliss, ever-lasting and certain,
the reason you're now part of the past.
I
am
everything
you
ever
wanted.[/font]
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