geussing game for me

My blood stops dripping,
It feels like my skin ripping.
Brush away when its dry,
I feel myself start to cry..

You're name I've left,
Possibly hitting a vein.
I won't cry in shame,
Just in this pain..

What i have lost over you,
Wishing i could pull you into.
Sometimes i enjoy pretending to,
Honestly it helps me sleep better..
Whatever the weather.

I only dream of being together,
Having each other.
Us being lovers,
Now my heart beat stutters..

I feel like im locked behind shutters,
Without any covers.
Not even being able to drift away,
To where we blossom in beautiful colors..

No, im laying here.
Grey.
so far gone i doubt I'll see the rise of tomorrow,
Letting it drown out all I've barrow'd..

This sorrow..