If Only

If only I could fly, I will go as far my dreams could go;
If only I could hope more, then I won't be hopeless;
If only I can dream better, then I won't dream just like the others' dream.
If only I can venture more, I could be seeking the path of my destiny;
If only everything will be the beginning, then I won't worry the upcoming failure;
If only I could be better, I would compete with others;
If only I could do like other can do, I won't be jealous;
If only I could make my self the way I think, then I won't wish for more;
But I am not perfect for only I am made for what I am;
I am what I am, so I should only accept what I can only have and do;
Accept what I can achieve and can do;
But if there is only more if to my life, it would be this;
If only God can make me the way I am as what he wants, I wished no more else but his hands.