Dark side of the spoon

You got carbon on your hands , dust in your mind .
Evryone sees but it's ok cause your blind .
You declare your self a god , you close stained red ,
This bothers you badly when you shaking in bed.
Stills the soup simmers , the timing is soon ,
You stand waiting on the dark side of the spoon .
I will see you tomorrow you will see you need me bad ,
Ain't I the very best you have had  .
You believe the lies and your feeling the hate ,
Wait many hours but I always show up late .
You need me bad and you know that good ,
Go Do all the thing ya never said you would .
I really think you make a fine mate.
And when I leave you you'll be licking the plate .
When we first met you , you would show off to my friends ,
Now there's no one left they have came to the end .
Yet ill never leave you , you can take that to the grave ,
I always though you make a mighty nice slave .
I have never chained up or kept you in a cage ,
But what a fine tether that leather belt makes .
And you will never leave me I know you know it's true ,
It's a love hate thing and hey everybody sometimes turns  blue .
You tell me you love me and its a nice thought,
Money can't buy you love but I can be easily bought .
I live in your house and i have made it my home ,
And I leave you scared to death to leave me alone.
But it's ok it's only a fling ,
You should know better who tells you these things .
I said I'd stay for a day and maybe a night ,
I have lived hear forever dammed if I ain't your wife .
You know i  am your sunshine when everything is gone  ,
I see a lot of people but we have a very special  bond .
I'm all that's there when there when nothing if left ,
I guess its you , me and if your lucky maybe death .
I know one day you maybe leaving me soon ,
Just one  more nite together in this motel room .
But let me tell you one thing but please keep it a secret ,
Don't be a sucker you can either take it or leave it  .....