let me try and fucking explain them ok give me a fucking second

yeah well.
scars.
you know the ones.

i could write whole epics about them.
i probably have written as many lines about them
as i have scored into my skin.

but really, once you've got just one... you're fucked.
you've given yourself a new name.

"loser"

tagged yourself forever.
slice, stupid, stupid.

so when the thought comes again you think
"why the fuck not?"
why ever the flying fuck not
and you end up like this

but that's all nothing

see? i have no pain
running any deeper than i can reach at
with a blade

so all your pity's wasted
pitifully wasted
and i do not want it in my face

man, i lie so good.