suffering

these are the eyes of suns.
too soon to fade away.
forgotten fucked up chosen ones.
just one more time before i empty my veins.
im dragged way too far below.
im suffocated, SUFFERING!
once more will be my final blow.
i scream to be heard, i was left behind,
damned to burn.
im suffering, screaming out.
into never ending space.
only to find a new hell to face.
solitude......

ignoring a higher power.
open cuts in the shower.
self inflicted,
one second away from damnation.
tourniquets and lacerations.
ive fallen down for the very last time.
good is far from alright.
im fed up, ive given up.
goodnight and goodbye