The absence of happiness

The absence of happiness is echoing off the walls of my mind..
It's something iv'e tried to get past, tried to leave behind..
Going with the flow..
Not knowing where this will go..
Feeling so low..

There is no word to describe..
What i feel inside..
Trying to get free..
Iv'e tried it all..
Only to fail..

I feel there is no hope..
No hope for me..
I yearn to break free..
Of this torture...