Tears Of Regret

We use to have a thing going on
You left me
I started a new life and I thought you did too
We haven't seen each other in 8 months
Now your back in my life
You've told me you changed for the best
I believed you
A serious relationship I  thought this was
I've seemed to be proven wrong
What you've told me I don't like, but I'll try and put up with it
I don't understand your thinking process
How can you have 2 boyfriends?
And have five other guys to have sex with?
And than you have me?
Don't you think this is an awful lot?
If you haven't realized this makes a slut
I still have feelings for you
I'm not sure you have those feelings you said you did
I said yes
Unfortunately  I'm unhappy
I'm very miserable
I am entitled to be the jealous type in this situation
To be honest you have me crying
I'm shedding tears of regret