why??

i believed you were different
i thought none of you would hurt me
i guess i was wrong
all of you are just like the fucken world
and people wonder why i'm jaded
why i smoke
why i get high
why i try to ignore everyone
why i dont let anyone in
now you know
getting hurt isn't fun
being pushed down
kicked to the curb
im so hurt by what you said
by your actions you do
i feel so empty now
so cold
i dont want to care
dont want to bleed
DONT WANT TO FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!
all i want to say now
why do you hurt
the one person
who cares
about all of you?