reality

when i awake from my slumber its midnight my heart is pounding theres sweat pouring down im choking now i snap back  to reality i lay paralized in my bed with tears pouring down my face and i know yes i know that sooner or later my world will come crashing down but truth be told im not ready too fight the day agian i open my mouth but the words wont come out i want to lose my mind all alone in the dark here its over now