Sometimes

Sometimes I just wonder
Sometimes I want to know
Sometimes I feel like giving up,
But I never let it show.

What's it like to feel the pain?
Instead of the headache and the rage
What's it like to bleed?
Is it better or the same?

What's it like to write in blood
All along the walls
Sometimes I just wonder
Sometimes I want to know

I'm feeling so dysfunctional
I no longer want to try
I feel like giving up,
But I keep it all inside

No one wants to listen
And those who do will never understand
Would I rather kill the agony
With pain by my own hand?

There has to be someone out there who hears me
Someone that wonders too
I'm afraid there will come time
Where I'll NEED to know
And they'll be nothing left for me to do.