Dear God.

by darknessengulfsme

DEAR GOD.

ARE you there?
if you are please save me
from these demons, from my nightmare.

many a night i've spent on my knees.
praying to you, i'm hurt and in pain !
can't you see.

do you not see the blood drippin.
the scars,the sickness,my demons..
that keep these razors cutting and ripping.

I want to believe in you,
believe in your power!

but i lose more faith ,
more will power,and blood by the hour!

They whisper in my ear,
god, they laugh at me!
they say your not real!

I scream and i scream,
I call them liars.
I call out in your name,
I say it's all a dream!

GOD, i'm still here.
so is the scars,the razors.
and my neverending fear!

I'm running out of options,
please tell me what to do?

i'm still searching,
please god,
where are you?