Debut

Thoughts overlap, non-stop like a repetitious
marathon...
They seem like they are going to slow down but
take off sprinting all over again...
Dont think, Dont think, that's impossible...
I want to put them on pause...
I frantically try to push fast forward, it fails...
Rewinds all the way to the beginning and plays in
slow motion...
I hate the horror movies I star in...
I never wanted the leading role...
It was forced upon me as one is forced into slavery...
I havent been able to play the part of the hero as of
yet...
Why do I play the same parts over and over, havent
I earned enough fucking Academy Awards!
Triumphant in the School of Hard Knocks...
There are no extras to fill in this motion picture...
Just me playing all the same character in tons of
different horrific films...
When will they say "CUT"......