Abnormal Creep

Don't tell me to smile
When all I know is how to frown
Never say ill be okay
Cause that's what they all say
Don't convince me that I can get past it all
I know myself better than anybody
I'm the girl who cries herself to sleep
The class nerd who walks alone
The abnormal creep
The judgment is overwhelming
But never let it bother me
I tell myself I'm getting stronger everyday
And that this is just a phase
Which won't last for much longer
But I don't think lying to myself
Will help me get anywhere
The truth is sickening
I'm damaged and nobody seems to care